I profess to want someone to call at night
think about in the morning
and text ’ imy baby ’ to when I’m feeling lonely
hold hands with when we’re together
someone that wants to know all of me
love all of me
even the deeper darker parts of me
for un-superficial reasons
but every time i encounter
someone with real possibilities
I run away in the opposite direction
shut my eyes
and demonize all their positive intentions
miss them from afar
and never admit how I’m feeling
I destroy good things before they
can happen to me
I know I’m abrasive
and i know I’m snide
but I’m also scared of being alone
but I’m mostly afraid to be loved.
1 comment:
love it! the story of a lot of us :)
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