UNTOUCHED.

Do not be fooled by the laughter and the smiles

Nor the nonchalant attitude that I use to avoid my true feelings of passion filled desires

My body yearns for an exclusive kind of attention

The kind that's non existent when you are not present

I need you and only you to fulfill this ecstasy

My body is deprived unnourished neglected and untouched

This feels like a torturous prison with a limited sentence

Every time we get together the gift of having you by my side is a
blessing

Cause only you can give me everything that I need

Start out gently just how I like it, whispers and kisses all down my
body

Kind of strange to know what's going on in my head isn't it

When it comes to this subject matter I'm usually vocally suppressed

...that is until we get in the bed

I can complete your every fantasy, just let me know what you need

We could trade places and I'll return every favor

The deed isn't complete unless its you between my knees making me weak

Causing me to moan and scream meanwhile my passionate filled thoughts
and dreams are fulfilled thoroughly

and to complete this happily ever after all I need is your touch.

Can you?

What you see is what you get
but what about the inner me
can you get that part of me
even if it isn't seen?

UNSPOKEN.

From day one they connected they clicked
They fit into the arms of one another like a magnet to a fridge
In the comfort of each others silence they found no need to speak
Their thoughts were unspoken like an instrumental beat
But yet the simpleness of the touch sent vibrant screams through the body
Trapped in a physical connection they were bound by the notion that vocal communication was unnecessary
Fooled to think that vocal input was filled with complications that they refused to indulge in When apart from one another each other they would miss
The thought of discussing any emotions were immediately dismissed
Hard to get was how it was played
Shy cards were the ones that were dealt
Casual categorized their encounters
And when they met they already knew what to expect
a sleepless night filled with adventure passion and pleasure
The only flaw was the absence of love

Chapter One.

"baby come over i just had a few drinks

i want you to visit, so come make me complete

we been talking for a minute

and you already know what it is

i'm feeling your swagger and i want you to be with me"

as he contemplates in his mind
about what his next move should be
he thinks about women and how they make him weak
he refuses to be tied down
but is this an offer he can resist
he responds after a minute
"iight ima come thru just for you"
as the conversation ends

she jumps for joy 
as she thinks of the words that she just heard
she looks over to her friend 
as she smiles she says

"he said he'll come thru

but i really want him to be my boo

i just like him so much 

his appeal is so tough

but he just touches all my soft spots

i want to find out why he's not willing to 

give me a chance to be his one and only

i want him to come only so he can hold me"

as her friend listens to what she has to say
they discuss not doing anything that she would 
later regret
for her friend already knows
where this is going to go
so she says to her

"you already know what shorties coming here for

your grown so do you

you know what its worth

let your mind navigate

don't allow lust to devour it"



the long awaited knock occurrs
so she tells her friend that she has to go.


... to be continued

My RadiO

my mind has ran out of thoughts
and in pain my life remains
the only thing i can result to
are those radio waves

as they flow out of my speakers
they run into my veins
as if to let me know
that everything will be okay

these waves they circulate through me
reassuring that i will survive
this wholesome pain

and as i turn the volume up high enough
to blow my eardrums out
so that i can hardly hear myself talk
the waves replace the blood in my veins


it causes my thoughts to stop working
to stop my brain from hurting
to stop my mind from thinking
and stops my heart from feeling

instead of a heartbeat i feel a bass
instead of reciting my problems to myself constantly
i focus on the chorus between each verse
and instead of crying myself into a dreary slumber
the tremble rocks me so heavenly into my dreams


and just as i'm almost cured i realize that the battery is running low
and i panic realizing
that these are the last batteries that i own
and after they die i will have no more

what will happen when My RadiO is DEAD
what will come alive that will
see these invisible marks of pain
mask my nonexistent everlasting sadness
and hear my screaming whispers for help

what will hold me up as gravity
focuses on pulling me down
what will send me to sleep when insomnia makes me its victim

and as my eyes bleed endlessly what will save me
i've depended on My RadiO so long
never did i think that it would be gone

what will make me dance when i'm alone
bring me heat when i am froze
seek out the light when my eyes are closed
what will be there for me
when i simply just don't know
as for now i'm going to just leave it alone
because for some reason i know
that i can always rely on My RadiO