dreams are for dreamers

Dreams are for dreamers
i like to think of my hopes and wishes
as potential goals and possibilities
i set my sights pending my capabilities
wishful thinking is nothing but
hopeful setups for disappointment
gracious god give me the strength to be
hopeful
and the clarity to be reasonable in this environment
and i usually don't pray often
and I'm sorry for this
but defeat isn't something I'm comfortable with
lately the walls
they've been caving in on me
provide me with the ladder
to climb out of this box i stand cluttered in
I've opened up the windows
but they seem to be lined with cement blocks
the only rain i feel are the
solemn drops that accumalte
and flood from my ducts
when no one is looking
when i need to release
i write i type i think 
i fight within me
because to feel like this there
got to be something wrong
within me...
but there isn't
its just the path that was intended for me to take
made to build me stronger in every possible way.

Present...Future...Past

I'm not gonna even lie

its like a ounce of him still exists within me

but i don't even display a drop of that emotion

its like my sentiments remain congested

sitting in my esophagus waiting to be digested

due to all the shit you been putting me through

look into my eyes and tell me I'm not being true

how dare you compare and question the love that i 

had for you

had for you

you cheated physically i cheated emotionally

we cheated each other out of a relationship

now we gotta deal with the consequences

the what if's and the in-completes of life

it takes you being inebriated

your love life disintegrated

for you to realize that i was the 

best you ever had

best you ever had

and now i know your mad

the paranoia of the situation got you going crazy

thinking about

him holding me like you held her the other night

lets think about it really

your the one that's evidently moving on

but your sitting here on my phone

females buzzing in the background

making me feel like i 

did you wrong

did you wrong

maybe i did do you wrong

by giving up on us

but never did i lie

never allowed you to walk around blind

the love we had was young

mistakes were bound to happen

but how can i be in a relationship with you

if my trust for you ain't no longer true?

you were my present, I thought you'd be my future

but presently you 

remain in my past

remain in my past.