Tuesday, August 17, 2010

dreams are for dreamers

Dreams are for dreamers
i like to think of my hopes and wishes
as potential goals and possibilities
i set my sights pending my capabilities
wishful thinking is nothing but
hopeful setups for disappointment
gracious god give me the strength to be
and the clarity to be reasonable in this environment
and i usually don't pray often
and I'm sorry for this
but defeat isn't something I'm comfortable with
lately the walls
they've been caving in on me
provide me with the ladder
to climb out of this box i stand cluttered in
I've opened up the windows
but they seem to be lined with cement blocks
the only rain i feel are the
solemn drops that accumalte
and flood from my ducts
when no one is looking
when i need to release
i write i type i think 
i fight within me
because to feel like this there
got to be something wrong
within me...
but there isn't
its just the path that was intended for me to take
made to build me stronger in every possible way.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010


I'm not gonna even lie
its like a ounce of him still exists within me
but i don't even display a drop of that emotion
its like my sentiments remain congested
sitting in my esophagus waiting to be digested
due to all the shit you been putting me through
look into my eyes and tell me I'm not being true
how dare you compare and question the love that i 
had for you
had for you
you cheated physically i cheated emotionally
we cheated each other out of a relationship
now we gotta deal with the consequences
the what if's and the in-completes of life
it takes you being inebriated
your love life disintegrated
for you to realize that i was the 
best you ever had
best you ever had
and now i know your mad
the paranoia of the situation got you going crazy
thinking about
him holding me like you held her the other night
lets think about it really
your the one that's evidently moving on
but your sitting here on my phone
females buzzing in the background
making me feel like i 
did you wrong
did you wrong
maybe i did do you wrong
by giving up on us
but never did i lie
never allowed you to walk around blind
the love we had was young
mistakes were bound to happen
but how can i be in a relationship with you
if my trust for you ain't no longer true?
you were my present, I thought you'd be my future
but presently you 
remain in my past
remain in my past.

About Me

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SouTh oF NoWhErE, New York CiTy, United States
Born in LA
Raised in the Bronx
and of Honduran ethnicity,
i Am a cultural urban mix of complete randomness,
so much more than what meets the eyes... i have a passion for writing an obsession for music and an undeniable addiction to dancing.
welcome to the 'inner me'.

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